burp!

2006-12-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

EDIT.
110207
MY NEW LINK IS THE ORANGE THING BELOW LAH.
YES, MY NEW BLOG.
IT HAS NOTHING TO DO W/ THE LIKING SAME THING ISSUE.
YAY OK NOW GO THERE AND STOP REFRESHING THIS PAGE THINKING THAT I DIDN'T UPDATE FOR 1MTH PLUS.
END EDIT.

i spent christmas eve doing AAR.
-throws daggers at margaret hahaha.
anyway.

http://myreverie-.blogspot.com

AH AND HAVE I MENTIONED HOW IRRITATED I GET WHEN PEOPLE START LIKING STUFF THAT I LIKE.
DIE DIE DIE.

2006-12-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

if you'd realise, my blog is quite stagnant.

cause i reached the 200 entry mark on dec01.
if you read my blog before, i promised to move at 200th.
so i shifted already :)

i'll post the new link up soon.
(ok more of like when i feel like doing so)

meanwhile, i miss this more than anything else.

2006-12-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

my sleeping habits are getting weird after hk & camp ):
i sleep in the day and become awake through the night.
and i can only sleep a maximum of 3h at one go-.-

ahh i want to blog about hongkong day by day, but i know it wouldn't sound as fun as it was.
ohwell, TBSS. -looks at bensao.
haha i can still rmb day6 of hk when we went to meera maam and kimberly maam's room to talk till 4+am then slept till 8+ and got caught due to undisclosed reasons-.-
sleeping with meera maam, shini and eileen in a single bed, shivering cause the aircon was too cold, even after wearing a jacket and having 2 bed covers and 1 blanket.
and that was also the night we had to run 6 rounds for being late due to smelly tofu.
ah, the acting cute infront of nelson sir, that made him say im finally being un-cedarian.
and the fact that i naturally look sad.
do you know that he's the first person to realise that and tell me-.-
yes, there were quite a bit of comments about cedarians not smiling at all, being stiff/rigid.
jaswant sir's twenty/twenty one bargaining tactic. HAHAHAHA.
all the bing bang wah! during meals, and the horrible mixtures of food that we made up as forfeits.
i had to eat egg+chilli oil+some other random stuff.
when i had some ulcer in my mouth ok. hahaha.
playing YO! whenever we were free, and inventing diff versions of it.
all the hk jpc people, kathy ah, anna ah. (it has to be said with the accent(x )
highing at night with zhijun/mickey maria in macau, irritating ramea like nobody's business.
bathing with dammitcold water in the morning when macau was cold in the first place.
ended up singing the banana song with zhijun to distract ourselves.
koping all the vomit bags for miangjoo.
the true nature of being in logistics dept (x
all the teasings about - by shini who then told jaswant sir and nelson sir.
but nevermind she can go become mrs lam or something.
buying monkey t-shirts, and ended up being called a monkey along with 6 others.

sigh, alot of things can happen in 7 days.
k maybe i shall post pictures of group 3 after uploading all 584 photos i took.
meanwhile,

fireworks at disneyland :)

2006-11-28T02:13:00.000+08:00

arrived in singapore not too long ago.
and truly appreciated hk's weather-.-

recalling and writing down all the stuff that happened in hk,
cause 3 of us are writing essay (?)
the unit will get uopa ok.
but the deadline is on 1dec. siaaaaaaaoxzxzx.
considering that AC is from tmr till 30th.
i don't know if i should go for camp later tomorrow.
cause i have to consider the fact that i have no spras and full u to wear.
(my mum didn't wash my full u when i was in hkT.T )
hahaha anyway my mood fluctuated ytd (technically) cause i realised camp was today.
erghhhhhhh.

k i shall go unpack AND pack now.
as in now. no more procastinaaaation, lauren.
i dislike packing/unpacking ):

2006-11-21T09:08:00.000+08:00

leaving for hk today.
bye.

IDONTWANNAGOALREADYLAHHHH :(

2006-11-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

Amaths makeup lesson tomorrow.
together with celestine.
ahhh what's worse, Amaths, or the fact that it's only two of us w/ him.
and my Amaths notes are green/blue.
i have no idea what's wrong with my printer.
k i should be grateful it's not shredding up my paper yet.
but still.
he's gonna give me that face again.

np after that.
somehow i'm looking forward to it.
anyway, filzah's overall I/C for logistics from now on.
ahma has LTC, i have hongkong.
hai.
i'm feeling evil, cause there's a limit to how much i can help.
i'll be gone from tues till the day before camp, sheesh.

then i'm leaving for the recording.
ahhhhh the highlight of the day xD

oh! the streaming results are out alr.
i wonder who went to the lit stream.

-
tatchern left for taiwan w/o reminding me.
that kukumalu.
i didn't even get to say bye, please.
(k maybe it's my fault for not rmbring, but-)
ah but he bought something for me :D
i wonder how are we supposed to communicate when i'm in hk though ):

2006-11-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

while others are busy packing for their trip,
i'm happily redoing my proposal.
hahaha but mine is relatively simple.

anyway.
today was the end of the Police Knowledge course.
oh and also Homefront Security Badge test.
new badge :)
but it's apparently our last course.
i think i'll miss HTA and its ulu-ness.
and the lunch it provides.
better than campfire night food =D
went Jurong Point w/ sharron silin syikin for dinner after that.
- eh, all the asses. as in s-ses.
hahaha walk around trying to find foodcourt, in the end it wasn't halal.
so we settled for Pizza Hut (x
took eons to decide on the toppings,
while silin and i explored the toilet. stupid flush system-.-
blahblah went home after ogling at nice little kittens (NOT THE UGLY PERSIAN)
ah but there was a slight adventure while going home cause of syikin's useless bladder.
reached home at 10plus =/

i think i should print out proposal to read while in hk.
cause if not i'll be clueless when i go to camp ):
it should be done by Monday.
k bye i'll be packing over the weekend.
technically,
2 more days to hk,
9 more days to Annual Training Camp '06.

i wonder who can guess whose butt is this xD

2006-11-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

waiting for my house tee to be done washing.
so at least i have something to wear tomorrow.
going for hk trip auditions instead of lessons.
i don't think mr e.tan believed me when i told him.
of all times, when i'm actually telling the truth.
anyway i think tomorrow's schedule sucks. alot.
9am at HCI for auditions.
early and it's super duper irritatingly far, at bukit timah rd.
need i say more?
hopefully i don't get lost.
i can't call jiahan to rescue me from wherever i am cause i didn't even take down his number ):
and i've never liked auditions.
2+pm at sam's house for party/gathering.
hahaha i don't even know how to get there, please.
and this is the part that's troublesome.
3+pm at Carriage Bar(whatever the name is) for i have no idea what.
all i know is that my dad wants me to be there =/
eh, but i'll bet he'll leave me there to be awkward & stone while he goes socialising.
ok i googled it. it's in a hotel.
i'll be in sch u ):
whoever heard of students going to hotels/bars in sch u.
anyway so anybody with a brain will know that it's clashing,
cause the thing at sam will last till nighttime.
unless i go to sam's house, leave for the event, then return to sam's house.
but what if the event ends at nighttime!?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhowhowhow.

i realised i sounded like i was talking to myself in the chunk above.
ohwell.

-
i miss those days.

2006-11-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

i think i'm pms-ing.
too many random thoughts alr.

what irony.
i laughed the most w/ people i knew for less than a day.
and it was over a simple word ahpa-.-
10,000 backup plans and 2 actual ones. nice.

anyway.
i'm going to hk disneyland!
k lah i know it's lousy and all -looks at tatchern&terence.
( not that terence is gonna read this)
but still. it's disneyland!
mwahaha i'm so gonna buy a pluto soft toy.
:D

it's Nov 11 alr.
10 days to hk trip,
17 days to annual camp.
i think we're gonna perform a miracle.

sun, tuition & meeting syikin for perseus & baby shower-.-
mon, lessons & auditions (hk) & soaking.
tues, lessons & ~~training(?)~~ dept meeting
wed, lessons & auditions (hk) & the party. (clash si wo)
thurs & fri, pk course.
sat & sun, AEmaths tuition.
mon, Amaths make up lesson & recording(:
i don't like.
4 events are clashing, please.
quote syikin, i'm gonna split myself.
or something along that line.

oh.
[rant]
for once, i questioned the line that cedarnp has always drawn very clearly between maams &juniors. of course, i'm happy with the way it is now, duh. but when we find it difficult, more of like impossible to treat external CIs as brothers ( their term), we're labeled as being unsociable, quiet, anything negative. i mean, you're praising cedar for the level of discipline (wherever it is) & the hiong-ness that we have during external parades, and it's all 'cause of the basic respect we had for all maams & sirs. &obviously we wouldn't treat them as friends. so it's kinda contradicting to hear complaints about the issue of being unsociable. moreover, i don't think cedar np would be wherever it is now if there wasn't the clear line between seniors &juniors.
[/rant]
anyway, this is only 'cause of something i heard like 457458936times.

random pic &my display pic,

k bye i want to watch deathnote anime alr :D

2006-11-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

i dreamt that syikin tried to snatch my beret away from me and i refused so we ending up having a tug of war with my beret-.-
of all stuff man.

and i think i have a bad habit of going online/watching tv till 1 or 2am till i feel sleepy enough so i won't toss and turn in bed.

hahah i'm updating only cause somebody asked me to.
oh, and im muchmuch closer to the 200th post/ shifting time.
:)

2006-11-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

hai.
i have 3 injuries on my feet ):
two blisters, one of it bled.
ah, the price of having stylo milo slippers.
another injury is cause i kicked the base of the bed by accident.
hurts like crap if you ask me.
it's bleeding too.
eeyer since when have i been so clumsy.

anyway,
i want to go bedok swimming complex whatever you call it.
this coming sunday.
bah. bah black sheep.

ahdammitassssswipelackofangryvocab.
the entire family apart from my bro (duh) is bloody nagging at me for staying at the com for too long, when all im doing is logistics stuff like freaking figuring out how many boxes of solid fuel to use for breakfast and how many cans of baked beans to give out and whether the gunny sacks are enough. i tell you, it knots up the brain, almost like what Amaths does to me. gah so the volume of the speakers get turned up, which is something i have to do but it irritates me cause i dont like bambamboom music.

ok now i feel better.
i just realised there's alliteration in the paragraph above.
oh an excerpt from what i said to my mum,
" what! i can't help it right! then what do you want me to do, run to her house and talk to her now?"
sigh.
i don't get myself sometimes.

actually, i didn't mean to rant through this entry ):

2006-11-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

hai.
missed training cause of med appointment.
weird man, of all days.
hope i didn't miss much.
oh,
-
rawr! oh really says:
LAUREN WHERE WERE YOU TODAYYYYY
roll- like seven inches from the midday sun says:
i had a medical appointment (:
rawr! oh really says:
are you dying?!

-
hahahahah i won't die that easily.

anyway, went pasir ris park after that.
ahhh i saw the sea :)
AND i was super tempted to cycle.
but ohwell, must save money.
bah, that toot still owes me.
it'll keep dragging and dragging till one day i'll just forget-.-

k bye i just hanyupinyin-fied one whole song,
so i'm abit more than kuku.
shall go eat cream puff and watch tv till ~~torture~~ tuition tmr.
okay but after that will be bliss x)
i dont think you'll get what i meant.
neh neh nee poo poo.

2006-11-02T15:23:00.001+08:00

ngor2 oi3 leng3 zai2 wai2 kong3!
hahaha i'm determined to learn canto!

ngor2 tek4 sum1 yu3 sui2,
lei2 bhat1 bi4 ji3 zhui3.
:D

lei ka dai fu yao ka zha!
ok this one is crap but ohwell.
:)

2006-10-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

this is dumb.
i have to constantly remind myself that it's the hols alr :(

anyway, went out with my dad today.
hahah first time ever i think.
we walked around Taka & Paragon and looked at all the branded jewellery & watches.
there was one worth $98,000 -.-
OH, Jimmy Choo shoes too. hahaha.
they're quite nice actually.
and according to my dad, my brother and i never did ask for toys.
so we saved them alot of money -.-
and i can't believe it, but my dad thought that i loved bananas from young,
when actually i detest them.
gah.

i think tauhuey+tangyuan's my ultimate comfort food =/
hahah i've got a real gross way of eating it though.
anyway, i finished my supply of chocolates alr :(
one whole tube of coffee choc okay.
eating clorets now.
they taste like dental floss :(

k bye i want to see theodore now !
-looks at an an.
29min more =D

2006-10-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

sigh if today went as planned weeks ago,
i'd be enjoying myself somewhere else alr.
but nooooo, my plans had to be scrapped due to the paper tmr.
so instead i'm looking at 5 diff proposals at one go and driving myself crazy together with ahma.

wmp is not enough to replace what i'm missing ):

anyway, i finished Emaths hol hw alr!
hahaha i think starting on my hol hw early is the smartest thing i've ever done-.-
and the best decision i ever made by myself was to join np.
random no link but i don't care.
and i'm scared like crap for tomorrow but ohwell.
i shall go study soon.

k bye blogger.
hello microsoft word.
all proposals should burn in the 999th level of hell when i pass out.

2006-10-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha a certain person's email will never fail to make me high.
=D
iPod Nano! -runs around.
awh man too bad not red.
hahah never mind apparently there's some engraving thing.

anyway i think the holiday's getting me into a good mood.
apart from syikin's dumb comment earlier on in the day.
hahah what "i'm scared you'll get hurt"
tsk go die lah -.-
hahah but it was fun seeing her providing random information in an attempt to distract me.

oh! i want to cut my hair !
but apparently silin wants to cut my hair-.-
hahaha somehow i'm worried.

ok i shall go reply to the email.

-
you are my reason for reason,
the step in my groove-

2006-10-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

i realised alot of people are blogging quite cheemly these days.
ahwell but i'm like doing the opposite.
anywayxz.
i've decided to change blog after 200 posts here.
so young right, this blog!
hahah i might not publish my new address.
depends, lah.
anyway this is my 173rd post.

watched The Pianist today.
it's quite Downfall, just that The Pianist is nicer :)
hahah it doesn't hurt to have Adrien Brody when all you had in Downfall was the Fuhrer.
Wlady!
Spzillman!
hahaha k i'm ze pro. i just spelt it w/o referring.
anyway the subtitles were lousy ):
and i hated the part where they threw the grandfather over the balcony.
as in like, tipping him over the railing like a bagful of rubbish.
tsk.

oh i just spent hours on habbolitez.com and neopets.
yah of all stuff neopets ):
hahah it helps to kill time though.
only thing is that the games get somewhat boring after a while.
habbolitez is nice only when the DJs are on air ):
but i had fun voting.
hahaha mrs leong athriin santa tootlee etc.

CIP-ing tomorrow.
:): bah.
10am at GElibrary all those who wants to stalk syikin, go.
okay i think she'll kill me.

i want to go Vivocity!
hahah i've got a feeling i'd either love it or hate it.
good thing is that there are alot of places to eat?
yah (:

i'm looking forward to tomorrow only cause there'll be the 9PM show.
pierre png! hahahaha.

anyway i miss ahma. hahaha.
and notice that my paragraphs are dwindling.

2006-10-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

TGIF!
hahaha 4 days of rest.
out of which 2 days is used for AEmaths.
ahwell.
one can never expect too much.

best prac day today!
hahahhahahaha big flop can. flopflop-
all cause of the bad turnout AND the haze.
nevermind at least it took up lots of time.
and we gathered as a squad. sort of.
anyway i realised that i got 4 bruises from dreams&teams.
tsk.
OH dammit i want to complain!
syikin gave away the ring i gave her!
tsk.
so horrible, i tell you.
although it's made of weeds but still...
i'll bet she wants to retain that finger for primo or some daniel.
-.-

oh oh oh!
stayed back w/ ahma for logist meeting today.
yah. 2/6 of the dept came.
some message problem.
anywaaay, we're still efficient!
we finished big sweep proposal within like 45min?
:DD so now all i need is my bro to dl microsoft word.
and kitlist + big sweep will be done!
yay ahma's my catalyst, and vice versa :)

went playground with silin after that.
i felt kind of deprived. swings!
and the test that she did for me got quite scary towards the end,
so i ended it abruptly. ah but i didn't tell her.
now she'll know.

anyway tatchern abandoned me for food.
tsk. to think i helped to amuse him while he acted loner and didnt play soccer.
next time don't reply alr lah ):

oh mi gong is a nice song :)
abit cheena, but heck.

ok bye i want to go watch pierre png!
hahahahha amusement.

2006-10-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

dreams & teams today.
hahah managed to miss lessons xD
but i hope i didn't miss amaths.
anyway.
we did from like 9+ to 5+?
syikin marg & joanna.
the wall.
had to boost so many people up.
i couldn't be bothered to count how many grps we did,
but i just hope that i won't get nightmares about big butts.
not that their butts are big, just that it gets weird touching so many in one day.
hahah sick.
oh i find it unbelievable that the p6 ppl can be so much heavier than us, sec3s.
anywayxz.
we stayed there through all the midday sun blahblah,
so i'm burnt now ):
all in one day.
and the only thing i ate frm morning till 9PM was a piece of cauliflower k!
hahah kindly donated from chia an an's packet dinner.

ok bye random thing but i have weird thoughts today.

2006-10-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

i take back my words.

i'm just a little tired, but i look at the people around me & i get guilty just feeling tired.
i don't know.
maybe there's a difference between being tired & feeling tired.

i need to go do another 2.5h of cip ):
but the week is... almost filled by np.
neither here nor there.
aye but better than nothing.
for the first time in a long while, i came home late today cause of np(:
but i still need cip ):

-
this teaches you not to expect too much.
and sometimes, it's just never enough ~~for them.~~

2006-10-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

hello my com attacked by some virus while i was sleeping ):
and so it got reformatted.
i got past the omgwhywhymustitbeme phase.
now it's more of omgimustgetmystuffback.
yah.
at least i can slowly get back the content of my two most impt folders.

anyway.
school again tomorrow.
advance party too.
hahah somehow i think the week is gonna be nice.
i got a date to go NUS! hahah (:
but i need to go do cip.
oh, silin's phone is growing on me.
as in not literally, stupid.

hahah okay i shall go get back my songs and pictures.
i gave up on all the saved convs & notes.
oh, i amaze myself with the ability to remember all the urls xD

2006-10-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahaha instant high.
although mine was 7h late, but ohwells.
i'm a happy person!
whispers- "thank you!"
" eh you're from cedar? my best friend is from cedar yknw!"
high high high.
aye but next time will be like, 247834628gazillion years away or something.
nevermind! i have today to tide me through (:
ML! -smiles
hahah first time ever, 65 consecutive pics (:
awh but i suffered from the curse of post-rope-obs-shaky-hands.
oh, at least till end of sec4 ok (:
next aim, my shirt. -laughs.

-
you like to think that you're immune to the stuff oh yeah,
closer to the truth is that you can't get enough.
you know you're gonna have to face it,
you're addicted to -.

2006-10-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

i have 16 drafts in 2 months.
makes me wonder what's the use of this.

deprived deprived. withdrawal symptoms!
i hope we'll be lucky enough though.

i can't wait for tomorrow.
hahah just don't let me be disappointed.

ok enough of random two-liners.
i created a new blog, but i'm too lazy to move over ):

hahaha ok i just realised it's another two-liner.
ok shut up.

2006-10-10T19:51:00.000+08:00

i just woke up. and it's 7.08pm.
(:
hahah some madison guy called me earlier on, and got me into a terrible mood.
heck, i heard wrongly lah, dammit -.-
no need to shoot me down.

anywaaay.
i was supposed to blog about shawn lee tat chern once i opened my blog.
obviously, i forgot to do so.
-
er, he's the only person that i'm keeping in contact with from primary school.
anyway. i don't really remember much, apart from his blue prefect tie.
oh and i still rmb how his mum looks like.
yah it's kinda weird, that i started to talk to him properly only last year?
but recently he became some dao pok ):
i guess that's besides the point.
he owes me cycling ever since eternity,
and i owe him sims stuff.
he's a really silly person that doesn't hesitate to criticise the drawings that i draw over msn, not that he's any better.
he likes mcfly, and used to be some online dj, not sure about now.
he's able to sms late at night, which is yay but most of the time he chooses to do so when i'm sleepy or alrd sleeping-.-
and he actually can sms me early in the morning to rise and shine don't be late for exams, but i won't read it -.-
last point, i agonise him by not turning up for gatherings (:
hahah yah lah he knows me as a pangseher.
ok end.
-

! SO LONG. eeyer.
too bad i don't have any embarrassing photos though.

anyway. went back to school today.
so pekchek. enough to tear my hair out alrd.
hahah nvm we can do it k.
through all the wth are you talking moments and when 90% of our brains flew away to food glorious food.

-
desperado, why don't you come to your senses.
... these things that are pleasing you will hurt you somehow.

2006-10-09T14:11:00.000+08:00

liberation!
hahahahahaha you should see my planning for sob.
full of weird random scribbles about how i hated him for setting pelican and yah, about liberation too (: both ldr and actual freedom after the paper.
ok enough of lit talk.

photoshop!
hahaha rockchia ze proxz did a really nice collage for me.
i'm quite tempted to post it up, but the legend will scold me for liking a beng, and he's not, so i shall not post lah.
but it's really really nice (:

annnd i can't wait to start on the books.
hahah got abit sidetracked by the photoshop stuff.
and and some certain anime -coughs
okay i think i'm too excited about the stuff that i can do.
eck but alot of extra amaths lessons for us.

hahahahah silin ah!
chicken feet and papaya!
so erxin lah you.

ok bye i'm in a good mooood =D
but confirm something will spoil it later -.-

2006-10-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

i am so tired, dammit.
to copy the habits of lower creatures is to sink below them.
there is more to creation than mere usefulness.
we are prepared to die, but we have not yet learnt to depart this life.
youknowwhat. forget it.

post exam schedule,
hp movie marathon!
sad movie -silin
kayaking
cip at library w/ the legend
window shop w/ somebody.
rope obs thing for p5 camp.
hk trip thing.
annual camp!
[edit]
cycling
omni at discovery centre
escape! -looks at silin.
hahah actually just refer to archive 10/07/06.
i didn't get to fulfil any that i mentioned due to unforseen circumstances -.-
[/edit]

oh, and sec4 amaths mugging tuition + hmt olvl + sch extra lessons, but that's besides the point (:

hahah i think i've forgotten how it's like to step into a shopping centre.
for this whole year, i can count the number of movies i've watched with one finger (click!) and you only see me walking in a shopping centre when i'm on my way to tuition (bugis).
so yah, severe deprivation here.

aye, the first thing i'm gonna do after the paper tmr is buy real food, come home, turn on the aircon, eat, read picoult books, and SLEEP!
ok that's like, six things.
hahah you would realise that i'm not going to drag my ass out to some shopping centre, which is kinda contradictory to the paragraph above.

oh. i read danbrown again.
hahaha got sick of sobbing lah.
anyway, he's nice (:
my next love will be jodi picoult.
i know it's late, but i just never got around to getting her books.
but nvm, syikin has them.
hahaha so yay, instant access to a library w/ no fines.

i can't wait for annual. (:
hahah three people will willingly murder me if i don't turn up.
and i can't wait to finish planning.
although i know few days from now i'll be tearing my hair out over it.
oh, i'll be in hk till 27th, so i'll be missing advance party.
hahaha mlw w/ her balloons and cake thing. i laugh.
anyway, it's kinda sad.
it's like, missing out on one of aries' milestones.
hahah.
and i'm not worrying about the non-existent jetlag -looks at syikin.
i'm more worried about the clothes, and packing.
hahah imagine unpacking 7days worth of luggage and packing for another 3day camp.
i won't see my family and bed for 9+ days! hahah how cool.

okay. i'm on a roll after closing my blog for, 2 weeks?
hahah nobody will really know why i closed it.

oh! there'll be remakes of shakepearean plays shown on hallmark every sunday starting today, 9pm.
including macbeth and a midsummer night's dream (:
hahah better be nice.

-
i'd never imgaine that back then, i was looking at a person that i'd do so much for now.

2006-09-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

it's going to be EIGHT sooooon (:
and ytd i did something i thought i'd never do.
hahahah it's crazy, how i dared to do that.
but nevermind! so long as i'm chope-d for tmr!
:DDD
okay okay 7.57pm.
shall go chope the tv first (((:

2006-09-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

one down, seven more to go.
how irritatingly optimistic.
for the first time ever, i hated the essay i wrote :(
but the rest was okay.
i even had time to sleep after paper 2 (:
which is quite surprising considering that i slept at 10 last night.

i think i have AEmaths tuition for both sat&sun, two weeks.
that adds up to 9 hours worth.
they're crazy, if you ask me.
preparations for exams, rest for two weeks, and they're gonna teach sec4 syllabus.
psychotic.
have i mentioned that i dont understand matrices?

all fake muggers shall fall into longkangs on their way to whichever library.
i mean, putting on mugger specs and lugging books around doesn't make you one yknw.
okay fine, i just dislike how some love the fact that they mug when not too long ago they were laughing at the nerds :(

i wont get to see - anymore laaaah.
PRIMATE! :((
i also want your bio tys, eeyer.
and someone better tell me the colour of it, dammit.

2006-09-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

aye, i think wherever you will go makes me excessively emo.
oh, random, i always mix it up with gone so young.

anyway, 3Z were horrible kukumalus today.
embarrassing, man. [hahah inside joke]
i was caught in some dumb pose then she came & you all had to laugh after that.
best part is, i didn't even do anything to deserve it
=(

stayed back for moe survey.
gaaawdd more of like english paper lah.
multiple choice, essay, some IQ test.
hahahah i was sandwiched between a mentally unsound monkey & a primate that growls.
fun.

went home w/ the primate.
bought Lime & another undisclosed magazine.
hahahahahha i'll have a decorated fulscap pad :D

aye you know what, i've got a feeling i'm gonna blog through exams.

2006-09-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

i hate my lit file :(
imagine, macbeth SOB & unseen all together.
thrown in messily, with random blanks everywhere.
i just did a summary of every scene till A4S2.
-tears my hair apart-

nevermind, i have chasing cars on repeat.
would you lie with me and just forget the world.
(:
OH which reminds me.
i just did something real dumb, and i think the last time i did something like this was when i was in psch.
hahahah but i'm happy, so i don't really care.

random, i think i need to spend some time finding my anchor.

2006-09-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA HELLO SOMEHOW MY RIGHT HAND SMELLS NICER THAN MY LEFT.
xDD i shook jonathan's hand, lah.

2006-09-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

ok my archives make me weirdly contented, yet sad.
and my drafts make me sadder cause i don't like the fact that i drafted it.

so there, i lived through the first day of school.
ergh, i never remembered my bag to be so heavy though.
oh, mr tan didnt come.
hahaha another infection, maybe.

stayed back for NBHWG test.
hahah nice abbreviation, i know.
anyway the test was the "oh shit!" kind.

ahh okay i guess it's quite obvious i'm in that (insert weird sound) mood.
hah anan & pamela will know.
cause i just approved the testimonial msn wrote for aries =/
hahah been a long time since i used that abbreviation.
anyway, reading it got me thinking & thinking, those kind that'll occupy all your brain cells and you'll have to think through it thoroughly if not you'll never stop.
yah, that kind.
oh, that old anon from long ago will come haunting, saying that i think too much again.
but seriously, i wonder what it'll be like to have crater ncos back again for once, and what they'll say.

anw syikin has stalkers. hahahahahaa laugh please.
told you she's a legend.
shortest hot.
only hot from lit stream, i think.
only hot not in shooting. hahah that's what she always says.

msn is quite screwed now, yay.
i've been trying to sign in since four.

2006-09-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

hello i think weird people visit my blog.
i didn't know people read my archives =/

thursday
had amaths extra lesson.
i was late, but mrtan was later.
hahah amaths for 2h was surprisingly okay.
ASTC
he asked for another phrase apart from all science teachers are crazy,
and the class came up with amaths suck to the core.
him: tell me what you all came up with.
class: don't want la, censored.
him: all sex...
class: -laughs
sheeesh -.-

friday
cc training.
time passed quite quickly, considering that it was 8h worth.
but i never got to do proper campcraft with squadmates :(
i only took part in one parade so far lah.
and we did first aid.
then now there's 8h worth, and i had to take squad.
but never mind, at least it turned out okay.
oh i was wondering why we never did get attacked by lovegrass back in the cc days when we pitched.
the place is full of it now, ergh.

saturday
i think i slept through the whole day =/
woke up, ate breakfast, slept till 5, ate dinner, slept.
hahah.
OH, i had a weird dream.
dreamt that i was in a dancing comp, and my partner was syikin.
margaret took part with someone else, i forgot.
and after dancing i had to give a speech on steve irwin (HAHAH)
apparently i couldn't find my speech, so they disqualified me.
hahah and so i cried & cried.
then we took a taxi to margaret's house, but the blur taxi driver drove us to a multi coloured castle. hahaha i think this is silin's influence. multi coloured castles -.-

today
tuition at 9, and now i'm gonna do all my hw =D

2006-09-07T16:27:00.000+08:00

hahahahhaha yay i found gung OST on my com.
i like (:
third time watching gung, but not sick of it yet.

2006-09-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

refer to previous post.

[edit]
light blue, not purple.
[/edit]

2006-09-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

hhahahahaha yay im on a post-kayaking high.
just went to east coast to kayak w/ syikin&haslina&clstine&peichun.
hahah weirdest combi of people.
anw the ppl there dont even care if you know how to swim.
phew cause i dont know how to.
hahahahha laugh laugh.
the lifevests were quite stupid cause they were all too big to serve a purpose.
hahahahaha syikin the drowned cat.
and i was the first one to capsize. (on purpose please.)
hurrah clap clap.
so cooooooolxzxzxzx.
oh! but i lost my orange hairband =/
rinsed off for free, & changed into clean clothes w/ wet undies -.-
hahahaha i saw syikin in her undergarments!
ahempurpleahem-
wait till i sell her out to certain people.
cabbed to macs, then went home.
wanted to sleep, but mum's insisting on going out for dinner.
hahahah yay so i just did something i thought i'd never do,
which is to kayak somewhere apart from pulau ubin.

yay i shall do this again one day.

2006-09-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

whoever that called me at 0955, please smack yourself.
dammit, my whole bed was vibrating cause of my hp.

open house was quite disappointing.
hahah like i said to iforgotwho, i really was in a bad mood for that 4h.
all those who sat at the tent always ended up emo-ing.
took a star, and gave it to anan (:
happy birthday!
hahah must appreciate it, cause i somewhat gave my happiness to you.

went to anan's house for CI after that.
yay now i've found another person who likes that song.
oh she said i look intimidating after i cut my hair.
hahahhaaha i laugh.

im supposed to blog longer, so i shall say something random.
i realised alot of ppl are blogging out their notes now :(
eeyer and i thought i'd be the only one doing that.

cause everyone's ruining my memories.
all the places we used to go to, it's polluted by their presence.

i think i censored this post a little too much.

2006-09-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

hello body please stop aching/cramping cause your owner wants to finish her emaths hw happily (i'm serious. i like bearings circular measure whatnot. ) if not happily, at least peacefully. okay?

thanks.
oh no i think i hate pitching now. do you?
nevermind i'll cultivate my love for it all over again (:

2006-08-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

i realised i have nothing to blog about anymore.
no competitions, no major activites, exams coming.
anyway, shall squeeze some things out for syikin.
she asked me to blog. go go, be jealous.
hahahah okay la shut up.

anyway, had teachers day celebrations.
bah, how terribly boring.
walked around the school w/ chaili.
i think half the squad disappeared or something.
the concert was okay, but uncomfortably cramped-.-
baohui the great gave me 1/8 of her photo, yay.
i have her left forehead and syikin has her right.
oh did i mention, baohui the clingy did not let me sit w/ syikin.
hahah i laugh.

a-nan gave me orange mini m&ms!
diiSh isHh lUrbX nEhx~
hahahahhaha omg gross.
but yah, i'm happy cause i have orange m&ms :D

ps-ed eileen along w/ tatchern cause i had cramps and wanted to go home & sleep like who wouldn't want to in that kind of weather, tell me.
oh, silin ps-ed me & syikin -.-
pre-planned ! tsk.
anyway, went home & bought tauhuey+tangyuan :DDD
then slept till 6.

going school to set up booth tomorrow!
bye i want to go read RD then sleep again (:

2006-08-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

I can't tell if you're laughing,
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye.

2006-08-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

you know the feeling on a sunday night,
when you start wondering where the weekend went to.

saturday
singing competition.
who will relate cedarnpcc to singing.
and miniskirts and makeup whatnot =X
rushed for flagday. hello syikin :D
hahah quite fun, we circled compasspoint about four times.
syikin's repulsive so she gets ignored :)
i seem to target old ahmas but they always ignore me :(
clstine's the cheaterbug who steals my targets -.-
" wombat is like a BAT!" hahahhahahah i laugh.

OH! okay must blog down this moment.
hahah syikin's retarded when it comes to drinking.
" lauren! i don't like the horlicks, not cold!"
so i pulled the straw higher to the top w/ ice.
" yay okay now it's nice"
few minutes later,
" eh! now too cold, not nice alr."
i shifted the straw towards the middle.
" okay now better."
another few minutes later,
" lauren, now it's sweet"
i almost whacked her head and asked her to wait for the ice to melt.
sheesh, never knew she was so wols :DD

sunday
tuition at 9.
ate lunch at crystal jade.
reached home, couldn't resist sleeping.
-

i realised i didn't blog about parade.
it was aries' first parade, and obviously it had to be different.
drills in full u throughout.
hahah it's funny how the weirdest things can happen to us.

2006-08-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello i advise you not to read any further cause its my bio notes.
im desperate, as you can see.

blood contains platelets, red blood cells, white blood cells, and plasma.
plasma contains antibodies, prothrombin&fibrinogen +hormones food substances and excretory products.
antibodies can act as antitoxins and neutralise the harmful effects of toxins.
prothrombin&fibrinogen are used in clotting of blood.
platelets also play a part in clotting.
RBCs contain haemoglobin, helps to transport oxygen to all parts of body.
when haemoglobin combines with oxygen, forms oxyhaemoglobin. bright red!
white blood cells; also known as leucocytes.
there's lymphocytes, and phagocytes.
lymphocytes are the ones with spherical nucleus.
phagocytes are the ones with lobed nucleus.
lymphocytes can perform agglutination.
aka clumping the horrible bacteria together.
so that phagocytes can perform phagocytosis w/ pseudoarms.
lymphocytes also produce antibodies. functions refer to above.
blood clotting!
the damaged tissue and platelets will produce thrombokinase.
the abovementioned prothrombin will react w/ calcium ions and thrombokinase to form thrombin.
fibrinogen will react with vitaminK and thrombin to form insoluble fibrin threads.
insoluble fibrin threads will then entangle RBCs, forming a clot!
OH! the high altitude thing.
at a higher altitude, the amount of O₂ molecules is lesser.
therefore these people have more RBCs=more haemoglobin.
more haemoglobin= oxygen transported around at a faster rate.
somewhat like that.

heart.
arteries- to the heart.
veins- away from heart.
left& right atria relaxes, blood flows in from vena cava into right atria & from pulmonary vein into left atria.
the atrium contracts, blood enters the relaxed ventricles.
from the right ventricle, the blood is pumped into the pulmonary artery, where it branches into two and is sent to lungs blah.
from the left ventricle, the blood is forced into aorta.
backflow of blood in heart is prevented by bicuspid &tricuspid valves.

respiration.
air enters nostril. moistened filtered whichever.
pharynx larynx trachea bronchi brochioles alveoli capillaries.
when from bronchioles to alveoli, increases alot of surface area.
efficiency in diffusion.
alveolar wall is one cell thick/thin whatever,
therefore easier for diffusion/gaseous exchange.
thin film of water, dissolving of gases?
there's always a diffusion gradient in alveoli&capillary.
therefore O₂ can diffuse out and CO₂ can diffuse in.
diffusion gradient maintained by constant flow of blood and breathing of air through alveoli.
capillary, also one cell thick wall.
easier diffusion.
O₂ combine with haemoglobin, blahblahblah.

2006-08-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

hello SI was dumb hahah why film joakim when she got out huh.
tsk.
all the heads are at ~~the army camp.~~ natnlcamp.
cedar np's at its weakest!
HOTHOAHOLHOPAPAHOMAP all gone.
hahah try pronouncing that, will you.

[edit, friday night. -clickfive! hahah.]
syikin returned.
i'll feel irritated if i were her.
anyway, marg&chaili called from camp.
ahemSLACKahem-
anyway the activities are coooool.
archery, abseiling, shooting simulation, dragon boating, kayaking.
got belaying? :D
maam yvonne's taking their group, how coincidental.
[/edit]

2006-08-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

giraffe baboon bird monkey.
i feel so stupid. really.

mr sng questioned our reason for living.
hahah the way he said it,
everybody should just kill themselves now.
cause for the past year, i've only been existing.

mrtan should continue wearing his ~~beng~~ specs and carry that brown bag to class.
me: he's not gay!
sofia: he is lah!
me: -undisclosed content-
mrtan: who are you all talking about?
me: hahaha don't worry, not you mrtan.
fyi, it wasn't him we were talking about.
deedum, i don't like male teachers.
and 3zai has four. hahah ignore the zai part.

meettheparents.
eeeyer mrlim's such a kukumalu.
whatever that thing is.
all he talked about was bio, my smart but lazy answers,
and the fact that he remembered me from his sec one class.
thanks ah.
either he has a good memory, or he's plain weird.
my dad had fun nagging at me.
hahahaha but my dad thinks mrlim looks decently cute.
and my mum was impressed by his black vw.

okay i just realised i blogged about three males teacher in a row, disgusting.
so why not the fourth. hah.
mrlam is cute! and terribly nice and he loves our class therefore he can't bear to scold us.
according to him. hahahha.

holding on to the intangibles.
retardedly sad thing to resort to.
cause if happy things could last longer,
there wouldn't be any need to do that.
ah, then there wouldn't be the fun of reminiscing.

-
shout out your name so it echoes in every room.
there's nothing left here to remind me,
just a memory of your face.

LONG ENTRY = OKAY I'M NOT GOING TO BLOG UNNECESSARILY CAUSE I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO AND IT'S PLAIN USELESS APART FROM MEMORIES' SAKE.
so if i blog again, it means something!
byebye.

2006-07-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

watched crater pop video by accident.
" eh, interview is it? put down!"
" we were strangers, starting out a journey"
hahah funny.
seemed like not too long ago, but now they seem like some distant memory too.
it's fast, we're ncos already.
smacks head-

CHIA AN AN hurry come online and send me the photos.
give me another reason to laugh.
OOH she's online.
EDIT:
hahahahha msn photo swap's coool.
okay la i shall dedicate a belated paragraph to her.
chia an an has been my classmate for 2+yrs,
and my sitting partner for like, 2terms?
hahahha i think i'm a bad influence on her la :(
always getting her into trouble.
nevermind, we're good partners for crapping xD
what with the marry me series and intellectual eng games.
i know she gets irritated with my random craziness,
but she understands my moodswings somehow so yay.
okay i shall not write any further.
the para she wrote was much shorter.
cough-

flu today.
cough sorethroat runny nose.
at least i get to sneeze lots.
i like sneezing.
oh thanks filzah, i have a sexy voice-.-

hahah oh yah!
there's something wrong with me today.
i crossed two roads not realising it was still a red man.
plain crazy, if you ask me.
first one was quite okay, since it turned green not long after i crossed.
filzah pulled me back anyway.
second one was stupid.
i was pressing the whichever button & talking to filzah,
then i crossed the road suddenly.
and filzah followed lah!
hahah halfway then she realised and we started screeching/laughing in the middle of the road.
super retarded.
and to think i was in cedar uniform outside cedar.
dont know what in the world was i thinking about to forget the man must be green then can cross.

2006-07-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

but if i let you go,
i will never know,
what my life would be,
holding you close to me.
will i ever see you smiling back at me.
(oh yeah)
how will i know, if i let you go.

hahah the song that chaili doesn't know how to sing.
listen more to cheesy old westlife bsb songs :)

cedar got second and fourth.
we left w/o cheering any cedar cheer, surprising.

my throat's killing me.
ate so many kinds of chocolates this few days -.-
cadbury, hersheys, kinder, godiva.
tsk.

OH i did all my hw last night okay!
emaths chinese macbeth essay.
hahaha in the end today no emaths and mr stnicksgirls(not my joke hah!) didn't collect MB.
so much for my efforts.

hahaha i dont want to create another blog already.
can't think of any url.
those posts that can't be read by others,
i'll just save as draft.
who cares.

-
do you really think you know her that well?
ergh it pains me to see you falling for everything.
and so i walked away, with craploads of questions unanswered.

2006-07-27T17:58:00.000+08:00

that's it.
i hate chocolate with caramel.
spoils the whole bar of chocolate :(
moo stick's not bad though. hahah.
eeyer chaili, no more hip hop jelly alr!

i just hate the way you look at me.
are you like taking every chance to put me down.
if so, don't bother.

-
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

2006-07-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

i didn't want to let myself get affected by it all over again.
thanks ah.
(: should we, or should we not.

hah i wanted to do zuowen, but left the qn pp in school.
wanted to finish ketangzuoye, but left the pp in school.
cihui must hate me alot :(
nevermind i'll just write the zuowen ambiguously.

okay la multiple posting cause i want to stay awake.
writing about racial harmony.
my stand is quite cynical -.-

oh do you know, drinking water keeps me awake.

2006-07-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

hahah i always seem to owe chn hw.
eh but hello i rushed all the way home ate dinner in 3min [serious] and went straight to my table to do emaths amaths chn.
say "very good girl, lauren."
ergh dammit i wouldn't have bothered if it was 1mth ago.

ahh i hate returning home late now.
yesterday stockchecked and reached hm at 2010.
hahah stockcheck was sloooowwwww.
firstaidkit was in a ladeedumahwth state.
but now it's nicely labeled w/ about everything you ~~won't~~ need in it.
hahah but poor joanna, she did tents alone.
chua ahma and i couldn't make ourself help her.
ahahhaha but now thanks to her it's all nicely labeled too!
yay to joanna :D
OH and all we met was a silverfish.
not bad la huh, no lizards etc.
ahem but thanks to some kuku got ants lah.

sizing was... fine.
doing it over and over again for 26 times.
but somehow it didn't seem that long.
followed admin after that.
hhahahaha despo for points la huh.
fulfill all the possibles.
in about 3months.
and there's still annualcamp.
as hot said, say hello to your F9s.
and hopefully, hello to a gold. please.
it felt like two lifetimes ago.
when it was just 3months.

ergh somehow i feel he's getting disappointed in our class.
why why whyyyyy-

2006-07-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

hello you IE-using bigshots.
my blog shouldn't be screwed now right?
tsk.

2006-07-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

hahahhaha sheesh.
it's been very long.
kinda amusing how we've changed.

lizard clearing day tomorrow!
np store has a deeeeesgusting lizard.
it's missing limbs, stuck on the window w/ ants on it.
hahahhaha.

viralmeninggitis-.-

-
with all it's sham drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.

2006-07-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

i don't know how i managed it,
but i just wrote my koutobaogao in a halfasleep state.
deedum.

my meds is killing me,
cause it's making me feel duperly nauseous.
and there's something stuck in my chest.
no boobs jokes, thankyou.

bio pract on sheep's heart today.
wriggled my finger through the different vessels.
coooools.
hahah mrlim complained about teaching s&s.
had chem pract too.
doing titration is relaxing actually.

okay i want to sleep.
argh actually is kinda early considering my standards,
but i've been dying at school these days.
lack of proper sleep, maybe.

2006-07-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

hello chem sucks and i know you agree.
admit it.
bah! horrible mole concepts.

you're going too fast, my girl.
something just changed again, but i don't know what.

no more np for how long ah. (ok apart from drypracs)
i hate droughts.
let's organise something (:

as i told silin,
i want to go escape themepark.
i want to go cycling.
i want to go omni-theatre. (my virgin experience!)
hahhaha but i won't achieve it i know.
cause i'm a no-lifer np cadet!
every single day is spent on it.
as sarah said, it's a way of life.

OH the asshol thing.
yah thanks ah go around calling me asshole.
assthol.
funny not.
not.

-
when all you got to keep is strong.
Move along, move along like I know you do.
And even when your hope is gone.
Move along, move along just to make it through.

ain't nothing but a heartache :D

2006-07-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.
baby dinosaur.
ahahhahahaha oops.

i didn't feel much.
hahah which is gooood.

-
rotted around at pp after pop.
hahah actually supposed to eat seoulgarden.
but most of us felt too full.
so decided not to.
value for money! :D
should go on a day where we don't eat breakfast lunch then go straight.
hahah as said by the wonderful new hot.
started talking about some stuff that dragged like crazy.
from ppmacs got chased to tauhuay place.
sat there talking till my butt hurt -.-

i shall go blow my bubbles.

oh and i never doubted you about that :)

2006-07-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

:D
free breeks swensons.
AND pizzahut (i don't care).
okay but i have to treat seoulgarden -.-
i'm not sad so you shouldn't be either.
if anybody dare come to me tomorrow and say certain stuff i promise i'll whack them.

so now i look back at the past weeks,
and feel like laughing. how silly.
as usual, not much can be said.
all drafted so when we pass out next year i can refer back and start being amused by myself.

-
i'll learn, all over again :)

always was, still is, always will be.

not this way, not ever.

2006-07-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm really sleepy.
tuitioning at 9am tomorrow.
thanks ah.

syf's over.
tsk, my one and only natnl parade.
myv said G4's a contingent that's crazy and likes to go toilet.
ahah whatthe.

oh! yusnan fell today.
HAHAH.
she tripped over my leg while running -.-
and practically flew.
apparently her first thought that she didn't want her teeth to chip again.
hahahhahaha.

sunday tuition
monday homework
tues parade hierarchy.

:D:D:D
i'll get my free meals.

2006-06-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

:D i'm blogging again.
obs was well, fun. duh.
cook! together w/ lishan.
one retarded thing though.
i gave obs a wrong email.
instead of (myemail)-@hotmail.com,
i put (myemail)_@hotmail.com.
but ohwell.
oh and i gave xinagjun/raudah my mum's number by mistake.
don't know what i was thinking.
i've kayaked at least 12km,
trekked for 10h,
climbed a rockwall that zigzag-ed,
and belayed.
wahah. satisfied.
i'm not some bbqed lizard/monkey though.
oh oh! powderbaths are not bad.
so is squatting down to pee in the sea.

first day of school, i missed half of it!
gonna miss another half tmr.
aw how sad :D

i've got a bad feeling,
but nevermind.
hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
cliche, but true whaaatt.
remember the bets okay!
sharron ah. pizzahut can la.
if not where else.
yusnan the bigshot must agree.

hello fhopapt.
i started ageing after cc.
then came shooting. ah but ahem no comments.
then there's syf.
next there'll be hierarchy.
then maybe ndp.
i'm everywhere, but never there.
get what i mean? aiyah maybe not.

good luck facl! hahah.
future acl la.
ahem-

weird post, but heck.
i should start on my backup blog.
so many thoughts, but none can be said.

2006-06-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

!!!
i don't want to go obs.
got high elements ah.
AH.
eck i don't like la.
06atc i was horribly sabo-ed by sam.
she pulled me up for first batch to do,
then she went up and chickened out.
hahah! turned out i was the only girl to do then.
the super painful single commando.
HAH kenji the blur sotong.
oac also the stupid thing tangle here tangle there.
SO SO SO conclusion i don't look forward to any high e.

POP POP POP!
pip.
i'm happy cause it's later,
but grr cause it's dragging.
then partially i'm afraid cause it'll be so open.
hoho but i'll get my treats!
pizzahut, swensens, breeks!
:D

this time i'll finally get to eat breeks.

2006-06-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

SILIN YOU ...rottenbanana.
how horrible.

I DIDN'T DO HW TODAY.
hahah can't stand it anymore.
cause i'm kinda stuck.
i have no idea what to write for chinese,
lit is like wth go die or something,
chem i have no idea how,
eng i totally forgot the movie,
and yeah i don't like life of pi so no book review.
that about sums up my plight.
HAHA eh suddenly i recalled those days when our hw had to be checked by them, whoa i actually pia-ed all of it successfully.
now i'm like doing while skipping half of the qns.
okay la i'll get someone to tutor me in chem:D

i need to pack for obs!
how irritating.
i'll most probably have it during then.
how to kayak then huh HUH HUH!
unless i skip june xD wishful thinking.

hahah i shall tackle TDGOLD again.

2006-06-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

anybody wants to sponser me a new sling bag?
my current one is about to die on me.
too torn to be used. =X

syf was fun in a way.
i'm healthy today! :)
no dizzyspells/ carried out on stretcher.
cause i ate nesvita for lunch.
npcc contingents are shifted to the side.
ah, when apparently it's supposed to be np's turn this year.
bam bam, bam bam, bam bam bam! bang.
hahah! BAMBANG.
eh i think our contingent's not zai.
ahah.
baohui, marg and i were all craving for random stuff.
maamyvonne was super hiong today.
hentak here hentak there march berhenti march.
but she touched me! ah. i think.
eck where only sqdmates and maams touched me before.
HAHAH sounds abit sick.

i need to get back to pia-ing homework.
-gives nerd look-

2006-06-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

i miss you and you and yeah that's all.
two measly persons.

randomfacts/
- im secretly fascinated by nice smelling highlighters.
- i hate dislike human contact.
- i don't like to eat bananas.
- i like reading postsecret.com

okay enough.
or not i won't be able to think of any next time.

2006-06-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

i feel accomplished :D
finished 2 emaths pprs so far.
moving on to the third one.
not bad for my standard alr okay.

ohno oh wait.
np total defence gold write up.
ah. ah. ah.
and i think hanlaoshi is ready to murder me.
serious.
i didn't get to pass up my zuowen to her yet.
~~ican'tevenfindmyzuowenbook.~~

from now till 8, i shall finish up emaths ppr, one summary, and start on my zuowen.
from 8 till 8.45, ahem- watch that nice series.
from 8.45 onwards, AMATHS! ahh/

:D
see my reason for doing this?
nextwk mon-fri is already outwardbound.
most prob i'd ~~rot~~ recuperate over the weekend.
so! only left with 3days.
and i'll still need to pack over the weekend -.-

2006-06-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

hello yay i just wasted my morning away at cedar.
HAHAH but i successfully skipped the course.
thanks to shruti.
" mission accomplished "
wahahah.

bus stop.
AHAH.
whatthe.
weird weird weird.
dao then dao, i also can!
:D

i should stop eating bread.
even my ahma commented i've grown fatter.

2006-06-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOGGER JUST ATE UP MY BLOG TEMPLATE WOW. THE NICE PLAIN SIMPLE ONE. THIS THING IS TEMPORARY TILL I FIND ANOTHER SKIN. ARGH MY LINKS PROFILE HW DATES ARE ALL GONE dammit.

ohwell.
it was meant to be.
BUT STILL.

!!!

2006-06-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

hello lmsc isn't that bad afterall.
ah but it makes me feel older.
hahah and the superficial game.
mlw-lookalike, EXEXEX, secretary, sleeping beauty.
hahah how retarded.

bowling comp today.
what a waste of my time.
ahem-
but finally got to see sqdmates.
eck they got to drink tomyam everyday.
nevermind i heard i've got presents.
:))
see! the good thing of not going overseas.
you get souveniers from others and you won't need to buy any.
mwahah okay sounds cheapskate.

There are people who, instead of listening to what is being said to them, are already listening to what they are going to say themselves.

Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.

hahah okay i'm just bored.

2006-06-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

HAH syikin i hate you.
complaining of me losing my innocence whatnot.
bleh.

okay i shall try blogging like how i used to in those days
:)

-
has lmsc today.
hahah i was kinda late.
heh cause had to skip like three trains.
but still i wasn't the latest.
st gabs is kinda, oohkay.
i mean, their schoolbuilding's nice,
but not very nice either.
okay i don't make sense.
HAHAH oh yah.
i was wondering why we had to keep going to the staff toilet,
then i realised stgabs is a boys school.
-.-
(EH I HATE BLOGGING LIKE THIS LAH)
fine.
lmsc is better than i thought,
but it's better to go there with an awake mind.
oh! we're wearing fbts tomorrowwww-
we'll look super duper wonderfully pro.

-
squadmates are now in thailand.
all going sawadeekap and drinking tomyamsoup.
and laughing at poor souls like us.
okay maybe not.
too busy looking at transexuals.
:D

i hate this la.
shall try this out next time.
seriously i feel like not publishing this,
but as evidence of my effort,
it shall stay.

2006-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

i've got the t-rex picture!
:D
as in really, :D
i can just laugh myself silly looking at it.
how long ago was that.
actually, almost two months.
:)

chaili!
now i've uploaded the ahem- nicerank pic,
where are youuu.

squadmates leaving for thailand tomorrow,
while 7 of us are stuck at lmsc.
:(
yeah, stuck.
full u pt kit.
i wonder what horror they'll subject us to.

oh!
silin is back.
~~WITH LOTS OF PRESENTS!~~
ahem yeah she's back xD
but she'll be gone tomorrow.
lucky ass.

2006-06-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

i just remembered,
last year at spiderweb.
those stupid moments,
drawing of ugly dolphins,
bubble tea from the idunnowhere shop.
lyy actually told her what we said.
word for word.

hahah nov30.
it's in my archives.
how much i've changed.
tsk.

cause i know i don't belong here in heaven.

2006-06-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

reserves' reserves.

HAHAH!
like as if i'll give a damn.

roller coaster. hahah been long since i've eaten that.
wear it as a ring then bite it off xD
oh! ahem-
fateha! easehhh!
LOL. how retarded.

somehow i feel we're getting too old.
-.-

2006-05-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

paul twohill is :D
HAHAH.

yes yes syikin i'm going to search for my handphone, and then contact you so don't you dare pangseh me.

-
GRAHHHH!.
right now i feel like strangling something.
anything.
my cousin drew on my table using permanent ink,
my dad conveniently forgets where he left my badges and he got irritated when i asked him.
LIKE HELLO?
i don't want to go shooting tomorrow,
I NEED TIME TO DO K&L!
the house is in a major mess after the family dinner which my mum happily skipped with my dad,
and she will just "skin me alive" whatever words she likes to threaten me with when she sees the state the house is in.

I'M NOT A BASHA.

nevermind forget it.
:)) !

2006-05-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

! fhopap stop calling me that.

équipe folle!
gek team!
equipo loco!
hahah how stupid.

shooting tomorrow.
good luck!

my hair can actually be tied.
eeps.
i mustmust cut it soon.

-
you biased porhhhht.
tsk.

2006-05-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

you want everything la huh.

-
campfire was quite okay.
note the quite not the okay.
lightning and thunder.
but it stopped five min before we went up.
and to the sports hall,
since the mph's used for olvls.
blah.
runners are maids.
oh i was backed into a pillar
cause i was holding a tube of lighsticks -.-
i didn't have a nightmare about people surrounding me for lightsticks, yay.

syf next day was *#()%&@&)!
i was sent to the sick bay when all i wanted was to go the toilet.
and i saw EXEXEX.
ahem baohui should have followed.
slept during the 15min break,
tried to.
had sqdmates claiming they were sleeping while doing drills.
hahah i wish.
oh i'm in right marker row.
apparently it's fixed (!)
nevermind i'm beside bh's EXEXEX.
somewhat. lol.

i've been rotting the whole day away,
whoots.
dry prac tomorrow,
bad mood predicted.
oh i broke my hairband.
:(

happy birthday, sarah.

2006-05-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

i'm updating regularly.
pah.
gonna change add soon.
in one months time, anyway.

-
i am not cursedAD.
neither am i FHOL.
-.-
not heartbreaker.
i'm not that important la huh.
horrible silin.
oh but i'm pro.
sandpaper!

booking of mph.
like hello anybody.
walkie talkies.
!
nvm we'll still rock.
:)

can't pon.
too many itty bitty stuff to do.
sleeping bags+walkietalkies.
bringing back of books.
collecting of report card.
for the latter, i'd rather run away to the zoo.
bleh.

yes stretch it till it works.
till we actually are what we're supposed to be.
:D

i do not mumble to myself.

2006-05-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

oh.
thanks ah.

don't look at me that way.
hahah don't expect me to feel anything lah.
:)

i kind of hate this period of time,
cause there's heaps of comparison.
like heck.
any single thing can just spoil it.

post exam is argh.
and i hate it when i say postcamp instead of postexam.
CI project, and i became secretary.
just when i was screaming how much admin ahem-
was supposed to watch movies for 2h after that,
but ms chng koped it for double chem.
3A and 3Z was standing outside the hall,
contemplating whether to have cramps, fall down, or have some other weird injury and go sick bay.
i wanted to force amanda to cry so ms chng will pity us.
xDD
in the end it wasn't that bad.
she bribed us.
with choc eclairs,
titration3,
and cool experiments like getting sparkly PbI_2.
:)
-
yanyiho that bbqed brinjal is terrible.
reply to my sms lah.
taking forever to call mjy.
tsk!

smuckers preserves is niceee.
feel like eating directly from jar.

2006-05-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

oh.

there's dryprac tomorrow.
well chaili you can't blame me when i wasn't told.

i smell of kerosene.
my clothes smell of kerosene.
my bag smells of kerosne.
after bathing, i still smell of kerosene.

2006-05-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello.
i have the scariest dialled numbers list in my hp.

i hate syikin for doing this to me.
freaak.

ezlink cards! :)
nice ending to a horrible day.

b.p.d's weird.
did warden's walk though.
and i hate being sabo-ed.
as in, really.

-
it's in pulau ubin!
hahah how.. interesting.
say hello to chlorine.
:)

sudden craving for tomyam soup
:(

2006-05-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

okay i'm ~~pissed.~~ irritated.
my campcraft shoes are gone!
poof!

possibilities,
1. it was thrown away by my mum.
2. it was thrown away by my ahma.
3. my ahma brought it to china to give to those poor ppl.

freak.
either ways, they're gone!
BAH.
my campcraft shoes.
BRING IT BACK,
BRING IT BACK,
DON'T TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME.
BECAUSE DON'T KNOW,
WHAT IT MEANS TO ME.
oldie song, but ohwell.

my shoes are still mia :(

2006-05-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

i found the scissors!
hahah mwahahah!
:)

had cc ytd :)
the rocks really like me alot.
i had to re-peg three times?
slow and steady wins the race. hahah but i felt rushed.

-
no lah i'm not sad disappointed frustrated whichever feelings.
and, i don't think she really knows me that much.

post camp;
felt as if there was very little sqdmates.
i only saw 11? ah heck.
we still finished everything in the end.
rope obs;
hahah i never knew warden's walk is so high.
if we don't get to do on mon, no more chance alr.
annual camp we can't, right?
campfire proposal;
no comments actually.
it's their own personal desire anyway.
why interfere.
rope obs!;
hahah yay we got to help out.
syikin+ me wanted to help out,
cause we felt guilty.
but sharron the heartless person insisted on walking out.
so we flipped a coin! :) fate lah.
hid behind the vending machine cause afraid they'd reject.
hahah how lame.
biting on my shirt helps.
prevents myself from muttering unwanted stuff.
distraction too.
my hands rock! no blisters.

atc tomorrow!
secret, i haven't packed yet.
and i feel like running away to switzerland.
while silin wants to run to night safari.
of all places-
oh! post camp evaluation.
:(

jiekou's lyrics has a special meaning for me.
(:

where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone.

2006-05-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

i hate missed calls :(
campfire proposal due this fri :(
i don't really know what admin is doing :(
atc is this weekend :(
macbeth is tomorrow :(
aries is getting too weird :(

clashes&more clashes.
why take the easy way out.

running to and fro, trying to satisfy both parties.
but obviously, i missed out on both sides.
for now, i don't know what's going on.
fishbung, no need to feel surprised.

supposed to have post camp tmr.
then changed to some meeting with ncos.
then changed to post camp.
then now it's cc session.
thurs was supposed to be parade.
then now it's cancelled.
hahah and there's like diff msgs being passed down.

i'm not sad :)
nothing's going to be worth my tears.

-edit-
sqdmates, why ask me for the keeeeeeeeeys!
for the last time, i'm gonna say this.
the two sets maams gave is with mjane. so i don't have their keys! she can only return idunnowhen like the next np activity?
the key that mjane gave me for keeping logistics, i have to return her at the next np activity.
and sharron the poothead took it cause she wanted to check for firewood and kerosene which i highly doubt was in the np store.
ok so in other words i don't have any keys.

2006-05-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

i feel like whacking whoever that's wailing at the bottom of my block now.

sleeping bags after 22nd may!
np bandages as soon as possible!
rifles tomorrow!
there.
my bill is gonna explode with all the random qns.

nco camp was :)
nothing much.
soft spots.
i feel like laughing. ok nvm.
okay fine lah.
HIERARCHY HAHAHAHHAHA.
oh, and our shoe rack rocked.
as in literally too.

i wanted to sleep pon sch whatever.
but no, there had to be something impt.
that was still cancelled in the end.
only slept during emaths though.
not bad, considering the fact that i slept at 2am after camp.

and here i am, preparing my uni for a few flashes of light and $16.
at 1am.

-
i feel like burning all the macbeth books.

2006-05-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

what now.

have been deleting my posts.
oops i don't care.

dao, half dao and 10ixoras+ a bouquet.
bang you're gone.
hahah i don't ~~want to~~ care alr.

i'm evil cause i'm placing all my expectations on that single person.

-
pack bag
iron uniform
pin badges
polish boots
camp manual
fire drill!
say goodbye to my bed.

2006-05-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Cause you're moving right along
I'm still here and you're gone.

hahah chaili, i need to speak to you too.
ah ma ___
i forgot which word is it. nu? pi?
ah heck.
so what, not that it'll matter.

-edit-
lol i'd love to quote her sms,
but ohwell censored content.

:)

2006-04-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

:D
it's a wonder how much difference a word can make.
hahah i felt so satisfied and consoled.

CHAILI IMPT ANNOUNCEMENT.
i'm going to mass-send tonight!
really really.
i've got all the pictures alr.
including a working video (:

replies_
anonymous; potato, you forgot your name alr ah.

chaili; anyway i deleted that post alr. mwahah. and yeah logistics can drive people crazy. remember that time at the tau huey place? she asked whether i wanted to be logistics. so coincidental. xDD attendance just sit there collect only ah. hahah! no la. still got attendance list blahblah what.

filz; you're not useless online. (:

PWAHAH.
three down, many more to go.
where are you, welfare!

romeo&juliet's so much more interesting xD

2006-04-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

STOCKcheck.

i'm so tired of feeling embarrassed.
tsk!

2006-04-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

okay i'm back to pia-ing banyueji again.
but writing about a much better topic xD
i slept at 9, and forced myself to wake up at 11.
so i'm not sleepy now! :D

do i like deserve these chances.
this proves he doesn't go according to results that much afterall.

syf wasn't as torturous.
less hentaking.
but the blister still hurt anyway.
maamyvonne(?) somehow called me i/c, for i really don't know what reason.
and this is the second time she arrowed me.
god.
oh and the nice sir i mentioned earlier?
he's weird.
while we were adjusting, he took out his hp and asked whether i wanted to take a picture.
weirddd.
maamyvonne derives joy from threatening to throw bottles of mineral water+packets of milo&oreo at us.
okay actually she does.
:(

syikin, stop being cynical.
oh it was sad/

2006-04-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

many things must be left unsaid.
never mind i'll just watch on.

we're starting!
stuff to bring,
stuff to order,
stuff to buy,
stuff to borrow,

stuff to check.

fun!

2006-04-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

vadai seriously you can go shut up and curl up in one corner and stop being a loser by tagging using some weird name and saying that i suck, which is something i'll bet i won't need a person like you to tell me.
okay no i'm not irritated (:

why is it so that lies came to us that easily.

quote from yiying,
maturity overtakes emotion.
hahah if only i can let myself be some sec2 and start moaning about how much d&t sucks and gushing about how this maam rocks blahblah.

ATC SOON! mwaahaha.
okay no. nco camp even more so.

if there are people in your life who constantly disappoint you, break promises, stomp on your dreams, are too judgemental, have different values, and don't have your back during difficult times, that is not friendship.
-

tactless? hahah maybe.
covering it up the wrong way.
but there's really nothing we can do.
(:

but if you're the one refusing to cooperate i don't see the need for me to feel sorry.

tsk, disjointed entry.

0057 edit: hello i'm currently trying to keep sane while pia-ing banyueji. but seriously, who needs to know about how much technology is harming human relations. i've been harping on the same point now for two consecutive paragraphs, oops. ohman if only i could do the B3B4 teacher giving out handphone number essay. koutoubaogao is tomorrow too. manohman. TSK! i'm gonna get gooood results for higher chinese for olvls and throw it out of the second story window in jc!

2006-04-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

okay blogging excessively, but who cares.

CHEM&AMATHS OVER!
phew-
i was really afraid.
till i started shaking, and that's bad ok.
anyway who cares, it's over.
silin actually placed a bet for 2otahs.

SYF was quite fun.
note the quite not the fun.
besides the fact that they made us fall in and stand there for 1h8min,
doing absolutely nothing okay.
anyway learnt some semi new drill!
potato is funny. so is the sir.
he's actually scared of our laughter. hahah.
check one two three four five cut turn bang.
lime&ginger's nice too xDD

nooo there musn't be a macbeth test next week! cause if not it'll be the only testless week. week6 is full of tests. and i tell you, something's wrong with me. i'm studying more! wahahah! i feel the satisfaction of actually not copying, but actually letting others copy. pamela said i scared her with the intensity at which i studied. righhht. ohman! i better not fail this two tests badly. i hereby conclude that i'm lousier at amaths compared to emaths once again. and it was actually the other way round. tsk.

oh no there's pe tmr, i think.
mourn with me.
friday.

hey who's the one not bothering now.

2006-04-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

hahah aries' birthday.
and we were really low profile this year (:
imagine, the next birthday we'll have is when we're sec4.
and please, let us be the squad that remains 28.
we've already stayed this way till 06.

why is it so, you'll always be around to bring on the pain.
everywhere i go, everywhere i turn, i'll see you.
and the sad thing is, it's harder than i thought.
the same cycle all over again, when i'll start hating you because you dropped it there just like that.

hahah i don't care.
i'll forget everything, and prove it to you.

stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone.
silence the pianos and with muffled drum
bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

he was my North, my South, my East, and West.
My working week and Sunday rest,
my noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
i thought that love will last forever: i was wrong.

the stars are not wanted now, put out everyone,
pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
for nothing now can come to any good.
-

hahah when i first read this i was like whaaat?!
cause it seemed so, straight to the point.
but now it's permanently in my handbook.
along with many many other words.
ahem- i shall whack whoever that reads it.

yes i know i've changed, but so have you.

2006-04-10T06:16:00.000+08:00

sigh, what in the world is fluid mosaic model.

it's not official yet, but i stepped down as a sports rep.
sigh double sigh.
np's my life, but it's also taking away my life.

'i have this impression of npcc girls, that they are strong. not only physically, but mentally. because they go through much mental training.'

-mr erictan.

AAH he's such a lame person, he made me snort while in tears.

fat soluble molecules enter cells faster cause there's supposedly lipids in the plasma cell surface membrane called phospholipids.
make sense? of course it must. i spent half an hour making sense of one paragraph just to come up with this sentence. and silin the cheaterbug is apparently copying from the net.

note, i saw three different people with tired in their msn nicks, and it's only the end of week3.
rejoice!

education is when you read the fine print. experience is when you don't.-
being overrational also means being indecisive.-

2006-04-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

AAAAHHHHHHH!
:((
i'm feeling quite empty now.

hahah stupid heats was clashing with cc, and i chose campcraft. no no don't ask me if i regret.
hahah there was nothing that can be done, even after i told maamrachel. so i was feeling so torn, like 3z? or np? HAHAH but still, no regrets lah.

and and i really didn't roll my eyes !
:(((
i hate feeling like this can.

it won't end like this. it's just a... permanant pause. hahah what difference does it make. no no! at least i still have the memories. written in microsoft word stored in a disc! wahah so i'll never forget (: i swore to myself and filzah that i wouldn't cry, and waahahahha! i didn't. rare moment. i'll smile and smile to myself like a crazy kuku, and think of all those stupid spastic moments, and infront of me will be the BIB, the bottle of stars, the drawing, the hairband THAT BROKE INTO THREE PIECES -groans, the wooden peg, the broken peg head. actually i'll look psychotic. but still...

chaili and i can point out where the centre and three pegs are for flag, cause the ground is somewhat barren. oops! wahah i hope it stays like that forever.

NEW BIRTHDAY WISH.
samsung pc link cable!
wahahahhaha. soon you'll hear pigs screaming on my com. plus those pictures of crazy+muddy.

2006-04-05T12:08:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna reach the peak of my week soon!
hahah there's listening exam tomorrow, then after that there's final pitch, then right after that there's 100m and 4x100m event.
on thursday, there's ss and emaths common test.
actually there's amaths TA too.
but somebody was kind enough to shift the date.
then friday there's syf! hoho.

do i love my life or something.
how i wish i wasn't sports rep.
how i wish 3z had at least ONE tracker.
then i wouldn't need to join those stupid track events where i'll confirm go against pro-ded trackers and lose horribly.
how i wish i wasn't that useless and scared of studying.
then i wouldn't be failing chem and amaths.
then i wouldn't need to explain to mrtan why i left blah question blank.
how i wish that syf will stay just like how it is now.
then i wouldn't need to think that much anymore and concentrate on perfecting my uniform and drills.

how i wish i'd at least live up to those expectations people have of me.
but i don't really want to lead my life pacifying others, so forget it.

but i don't know what i really want.

for once, i'm going to use that word.
really, fuck those people who lie just to skip something they have to do.
get me into trouble only can.
and who's the one who's gonna speak to the teacher and explain everything?
me again.

too bad, i'll still survive all this.

2006-04-02T08:58:00.000+08:00

so now they're needed to clean up the mess we made.
to fight back for what we lost.

we're like beggers, snapping up all the scraps.

hahah clapclap-
but what happened to the crazy enthu girl.

blubblub.
just ate 5 different kinds of meds at one go.
2+2+1+1 pills and 1 cough syrup.
going to feel woozy again.

2006-04-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

!
now what is it i hear about cedar not being in GOH.

no first u for npdp,
no first u for syf,
no first u for ndp,
no first u for passing out parade.

12 unlucky people missed it all.
unless there's some freak chance.

hahah never mind i'll embrace my blue u with badges (:

2006-03-31T08:49:00.000+08:00

AAHHH SORRY RACHEL.
:(

and i still went to school in the end.
cause my grandmother was busy nagging.
then when i stormed out of the room to go bathe,
she quickly fake sleep so my parents wouldn't find out it was her who forced me to go.
#@$^(@$^@*008&$
hello i was sick and she had to force me to school.
so guess what, i was like rubbish in all the lessons,
and almost slept through the whole of ss.

and what is it i hear about apt still being in the morning afterall xDD

2006-03-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

maybe i shouldn't go to school tomorrow (x
just stay at home and sleep the sickness away.
but oh no, it's the last morning apt tomorrow.
thanks to those weakling ducklings.
tell me what's wrong with coming to school early.
and a little sun won't kill.
gives you vitamin D essential for absorption of calcium.
okay shut up about bio.
with only two apts per week our armpower will be like, shit.
seriously.
what'll happen to advance party.
and me being the bloody sports rep,
can't go for JOGGING :((

i'm giving up class trip cause of syf and np trip,
and now i might give up sports rep for apt.
hahah.
but i don't mind the not jogging part.

delphinus passing out early.
we're passing out early too.
then what'll happen to ndp first u.
what'll happen to passing out first u.
i want to pass out in august.
then delphinus maams will have to pass out later too.
hahah quite impossible.

oh syikin, admit it.
we're psychopaths who have nothing to do,
but to just sit there and analyse.
and somehow, i feel it's better that it started in media res(:

-still considering.

2006-03-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

so you've changed (:
see you when i see you.
~~byebye.~~

so stupid, looking forward to something i won't enjoy.
but it's better than nothing.

living through each day just to reach the weekends.
when it's soluble, change to ionic symbols.
if not just rewrite. (:
characterisation :
tone
appearance
actions
thoughts
what other characters say.
nutrition enzymes, absorption assimilation not tested.
metal sulphate all soluble except for barium lead calcium.
metal CHLORIDES all soluble except for lead and silver.
metal oxides hydroxides carbonates all insoluble except from grp I and calcium oxide and calcium hydroxide and ammonium blahblahs.

mwahah all from memory.
and i know mr kramer is calm/mature cause he replied with a single "yes." when he could have overreacted by calling his son over sensitive or defend ms posen.
right RIGHT RIGHT?!

marg claimed i look like a swimmer.
dunnowho claimed i look like a runner.
now syikin+silin claims i look like a shooter.
hahah wth somehow i feel i look like none.

\will always be my strength and cornerstone.

2006-03-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

watched ccfinals yesterday.
so little people went la.
but hahah 4/8 were wearing pink.
three of us wore cause of some agreement.
but marg extra. wahah.
we were counting number of people wearing pink that day,
and got until like 68. tsk.
nanyang got first, tkg second, northvista third.
ohwell i preferred northvista's.
is it me, or was it most of the shelters looked like tents.

went tp for lunch. forkandspoon!
hoho. amused ourselves with the jukebox.
words-boyzone, myhumps-bep, hands-jewel.
hahhaha wth.
went to the arcade beside swensens.
WAHAH DAYTONA!
i still remember beating tatchern ((X
played the stupid spot the difference game.
the one at aries' birthday. xD
syikin and silin ps-ed me, and left first.
grahh, so margchaili and i ended up playing the game.
HOHO super fun can!
redgreenblue.
marg and her super thick nespray yoghurt.
and AHEM marg and jennifer still owe me something.

so here we stand in our secret place, with a sound of the crowd so far away. and you take my hand and it feels like home. we both understand it's where we belong. so how do you say? do i say goodbye. we both have our dreams we both wanna fly/ so let's take tonight to carry us through the lonely times. i'll always look back as i walk away. this memory will last for eternity and all of our tears will be lost in the rain. when i've found my way back to your arms again, but until that day you know you are the queen of my heart.

2006-03-25T14:29:00.000+08:00

our first parade since 2006.
not that bad.
but attendance is like, whoa.
sec3s total strength 28, actual strength 10.
hahah.
fall in halfhour earlier to practise drills.
can hear EWs everywhere.
birds dropping anyone?
campcraft seemed to take up more time than drills.
so weird.
should be the other way round.

somehow, seeing her was my only consolation.
do you miss it as much as i do.
the longer it is, the less i'll feel.
exasperated, but nothing much i can do.

hahah we're going thailand in june!
not perth but never minnnd.
thai = cheap stuff! ((:
no restriction on number of people.
bwahah.

where will we be in three months time.

2006-03-19T05:08:00.000+08:00

i know it's stupid selfish whatever, but i'm actually afraid that she'll forget us gradually. hahah.

campcraft test. i'll still say that slacks are disgusting. anyway, practical part was okay. hahah i survive on hints. what about something white and pink? oh yah! mantle. hahahah wth. flag was okay. somehow i was being paranoid about my guylines. kept twisting the pole subconsciously while tying flagline. used to get teased by maamwinnie when i didn't do it in the past =/ manharness, never knew tying reef knot at the back was cct method. no what, right? 120degrees.. hahah sam and i didn't cheat okay. seven pegs is just common sense. average of 6to8. maamwinnie's scary. but still as funny. hoho. my group exchanged shoes. i had sarah's and baohui's. (:
campcraft theory. pure torture. covered my answers out of embarrassment. what shadow tip dunnowhat. burns/scalds? true north. sit up straight and write.
-i think lauren will pass. i scanned through her paper-. HAHAH. wait till they see those stupid answers of mine.

okay done. end of campcraft.

we're in both npdp and syf now. not feeling really excited. cause i consoled myself saying i'd have more time now. hahah ohwell secthree is the busy year. to think i used to like drills more than campcraft.

mjy's birthday. aw man everybody's so old now.
koalapieces anyone?